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September 22nd, 2004

01:10 am - It's been a while since my last entry.. Sorry--life's been kind of catching up with me! Haven't really had a lot of adventures lately, mostly because time and resources haven't been available. There was the guy at Secrets who picked me up on a Thursday night. Nice guy. Nice dick. But a "do-me" queen. And when I tried to "do him" it was obvious he needed to douche. Don't get me wrong, I realize if you're gonna fuck someone, you're going to see shit. But at least try to 'clean house' before expecting visitors. You know? He wanted me to spend the night. I couldn't. Haven't seen him there since. The cops are apparently getting more assholic where it comes to the local ABS' here near me. The ABS' now don't just have cameras on--they're recording. So the action has cooled off considerably at them. It is an election year, and this is the apparent pattern that happens. Things should (hopefully) cool off by February. In the meantime it's mostly been me and my right hand (occasionally left for variety). Working on finding some playmates tho, as always ;-) Current Mood: sleepy

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June 19th, 2004

03:56 am - Ok.. some current stuff to intermingle with the history.. Tonight I drove out to Stroudsberg, Pennsylvania to purchase some adult toys. Nothing much--a jackoff sleeve and a buttplug. It was a guy off of gay.com selling, and I figured I'd throw some money to 'family' instead of the assholes that run the boothstores around here. So, while I was out there, I figured 'What the fuck? I'll go check out Secrets.' Well.. that was a waste of time and a phone call. When I passed it the first time, unknowingly, I should have taken that to be a hint. The only good thing about the place was the fact that the bartender made a decent vodka and diet coke for me. So, finished the drink, and headed up to Rainbow Mountain for the first time. Damn! That was fun! I have to go back there when I'm in a friskier mood, I think! Sex was happening everywhere I looked! Bushes... poolside... changing room... damn! And this was at 1:00am! So, I went into the hot tub {mental note: next time, make sure to shower afterwards.. I don't wanna think about what was making it foam like that..} and ended up in there by myself.. Had a cute guy around late-30s come over to "test the water" while I was sitting on the edge of the tub, playing with my 6" erect cock. He seemed intrigued, but not enough to come play. {shrug} His loss. Then I saw this guy, whom I saw earlier at the bar.. with a fucking HUGE goddamned basket on him, go into the changing room with this latino cocksucker. So after I realize I'll be in the tub alone, I get out and pad over to the changing room to hear the sounds of a hungry little cocksucker feasting on a tubesteak! Unfortunately, I couldn't get a good look--their stall door was latched a little too tightly {but that didnt' stop me from peeking or jerking off while hearing him go to town--damn he was a fuckin hungry little pig}! I shot my load, ate it off my fingers {mmm yummycum!} and went to get dressed. I left Rainbow Mountain and headed home. On 80 eastbound there is a little truckstop parking area--nothing major, but very cruisy! I got there, and this older scary guy was cruising me.. so I kind of put him off a little.. he wasn't doing it for me a bit. Then the cops came to do their little drive-thru {and I made sure I was walking on the sidewalk at the time}. At that point, HotStuff pulled in. He was driving a 4x4 Ford Ranger and wearing the NY Clone drag of shiny black shoes, jeans, and a t-shirt. He kept ramming his thumb in his mouth, so I figured he wanted some cock. He came over, finally, after saying hi to him like 4 times, and started to play with my erect dick. I was wearing those silky long legged gym shorts. No underwear. I came within minutes of him playing--his touch was so soft, and the fabric felt so fucking hot on my cock! I felt badly though--he seemed to lose interest, so I 'packed up' and left--I could have gone for another round or two, if he wanted ;-) Now, off to bed. Mmmmm good dreams! Current Mood: horny

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April 6th, 2004

10:01 pm - Jerking off 101 So, a year or so after my pseudo-encounter with Jim and Paul, I was at my grandmother’s house in Irvington. She had a neighbor, we’ll call her Susan. Susan had a son a few years older than me--Billy. Billy was Italian, fair skin and dark ha ir. Kinda cute in a rough-around-the-edges way. Billy taught me how to jack off. We were swimming in his pool, and he asked if I’d ever gone skinny-dipping before. This led to pulling our trunks down to our knees and swimming around.. we both got hard. “Ever jerk off?” “What’s that?” “Man, you’re in for a treat. Come on, follow me!” We then pulled our trunks up and went to the garage in the back, where Billy had his workshop. He pulled out some vaseline and showed me how to coat my cock with it, and then showed me (by taking my cock in his hand and jerking it off) how to jerk my cock. “Wow that’s great!” I then proceeded to shoot my load all over his arm. “Yeah, I knew you’d like it. Do it to me, now!” Billy then sat back and his thick, meaty cock stood up strong and stiff. I took it in my hand and started to twist my hand around on it. “Oh god, yes! That’s great!” I continued to do this, feeling his cock throb in my hand, trying to escape, as I ran my hand all over that dick. He continu ed to moan and lay there like he was about to pass out. Then, his cock swelled even larger in my hand, and his load started to ooze out of his cock, coating my hand and his cock and balls. Then, about as soon as we started, we were done... he “had to get back to the house” and I went back next door to my grandma’s. Later that day I found her jar of White Rose petroleum jelly and jerked myself off again. Later, she found I had used some petroleum jelly and gave me the third degree about it. I didn’t give her anything remotely close to an answer. But I was addicted now! My dad and his brother used to live in their attic when they were kids--and my grandfather kept a lot of penthouse/playboy magazines up there.Needless to say I would find myself in a little corner of the attic, beating my meat raw, reading about cocks and cum and all that good fun stuff. For some rea son, the descriptions of women, their breasts, their cunts, et cetera, never did anything for me.. it was always the vague descriptions of the men, plunging the ir penises into open orifices, making their partner moan in pleasure, that always did me in. This began my history of jerking off while thinking of guys. Current Mood: horny

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April 4th, 2004

03:56 pm - When I was a wee cub... I think I was 9 or 10. My best friend, Jim, from the next town over, and our friend Paul, also from the same town, came over to play. Behind the house we have "green acres" or "protected woodland"--but before it had such a high-falootin name, the area was just called "the power lines" and "the old iron mines". I digress. Jim and Paul came over.. we went up into the woods. Our goal was to build a tree fort. (Of course our parents had no idea about this.) We get up to the designated fort-area: Jim: "Ok--let's do this. I like that tree over there." Paul: "Ok. It doesn't look very sturdy though." Me: "I dunno--Jim has a good idea, let's try it." So we go off to find what we need. The whole area had been used to dump things for years--so we figured we could find everything we needed. About an hour later: Jim: "Paul I told you that wood is rotten! Damn it--Can't you find any good wood?" Paul: "Fuck you, Jim. I'm sick of you bossing me around." Jim: "Suck my cock, Paul" (proceeds to whip his dick out of his pants) Now, you ask--where was I? I wasn't looking--I was too busy with whatever I was working on. Paul: "Eew--you're sick!" Jim: "Then fuck you--just go get some fucking real wood." Me: "What's going on?" Paul: "Jim pulled his pants down and told me to suck his cock!" Me: "Really? Can I see?" (I then received blank stares from Paul & Jim for a few minutes--then we half-heartedly tried to work on the project, then stopped and went home.) And so it begins... Of course, I wouldn't realize this for years.. but this is the closest thing to the beginning of my life as a cocksucker that I can tell. Current Mood: amused

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April 2nd, 2004

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